I have no friends. Legit && literally. It’s so crazy. I know 3 girls each at least an hour and a half away from me that I’d like to think are friends but that’s probably not the case. I have no friends in this town, let alone this county. I spent so long racking up acquaintances so I wouldn’t be alone, and to hide my loneliness. Never any friends really. Just a facade of friendship. And now I have neither. It’s disappointing and saddening and makes me mad at the same damn time. I hate this world of people. So selfish. I just live in this world where I think everyone should have loyal and caring friends Idk. But people are too selfish and stupid for something so simple. I’ll probably never find the caring and loyal friendship I long for. I just feel so alone and lonely.

I know I got a #puppy last year for my #birthday (the cutest little #mutt that I wound up having to give up) but this year I want to absolutely get my #favorite #dog #breed: the cottony && small breed #CotonDeTulear, the country of #Madagascar’s official dog! I love them so much && I haven’t even come face to face with one yet. I read/see on videos that they are so lively && affectionate! Ahh πŸΆβ€β€β€πŸ’˜. Yeah I’m getting one if not this year then the next. #FuckAYorkie #dogs #puppylove #puppytherapy #love #teddybear #cute #cutie

I know I got a #puppy last year for my #birthday (the cutest little #mutt that I wound up having to give up) but this year I want to absolutely get my #favorite #dog #breed: the cottony && small breed #CotonDeTulear, the country of #Madagascar’s official dog! I love them so much && I haven’t even come face to face with one yet. I read/see on videos that they are so lively && affectionate! Ahh πŸΆβ€β€β€πŸ’˜. Yeah I’m getting one if not this year then the next. #FuckAYorkie #dogs #puppylove #puppytherapy #love #teddybear #cute #cutie

So I’ve always been a pretty muscular girl, but I weigh 163.4lbs in this picture. I don’t think I look it being muscular && all, but mentally that #’s got me feeling some type of way what with modeling and all. Not sure whether to sob out of sheer social expectations of weight or whether to embrace these hourglass curves && mesomorphic #bodytype lol. I don’t even want to be #skinny it’s just the #!

Anyone else find this unbelievably shocking or am I trippin’ ? #teamthickness I guess. #teamthick #weight #peace #fitness #gym #mesomorph #SuperSkinnyMe #EmbraceYourCurves #Muscles #psychology #bodyimage #girlproblems #firstworldproblems lol 
(This really should’ve been posted in my #Tumblr #blog my bad)   (at Charter Fitness)

So I’ve always been a pretty muscular girl, but I weigh 163.4lbs in this picture. I don’t think I look it being muscular && all, but mentally that #’s got me feeling some type of way what with modeling and all. Not sure whether to sob out of sheer social expectations of weight or whether to embrace these hourglass curves && mesomorphic #bodytype lol. I don’t even want to be #skinny it’s just the #!

Anyone else find this unbelievably shocking or am I trippin’ ? #teamthickness I guess. #teamthick #weight #peace #fitness #gym #mesomorph #SuperSkinnyMe #EmbraceYourCurves #Muscles #psychology #bodyimage #girlproblems #firstworldproblems lol
(This really should’ve been posted in my #Tumblr #blog my bad) (at Charter Fitness)

Back when I had bangs. Miss #baseball season too!  #hairstyle #hair #longhairdontcare #bangs #longhair #pennsylvania #smile #mascot #pretty #cute #sexy #baseballseason

Back when I had bangs. Miss #baseball season too! #hairstyle #hair #longhairdontcare #bangs #longhair #pennsylvania #smile #mascot #pretty #cute #sexy #baseballseason

Its a wonderful feeling when you have that one person you wake up missing like this :) Happy Monday y’all! ☺ β€πŸ’˜β€πŸ’˜β€

Its a wonderful feeling when you have that one person you wake up missing like this :) Happy Monday y’all! ☺ β€πŸ’˜β€πŸ’˜β€

Never been happier! My mental anguish has seemingly ceased to exist since I met this man. 
Call it Fate, call it Love; I call it a beautiful opportunity β€πŸ’πŸ’˜

Never been happier! My mental anguish has seemingly ceased to exist since I met this man.
Call it Fate, call it Love; I call it a beautiful opportunity β€πŸ’πŸ’˜

#FBF πŸ’‡β€β€β€πŸ‘“ 
#FlashbackFriday #selfie #cute #model #prep #preppy #pretty #shorthair #haircut #hairstyle #hair #haitian #haitianmodel #necklace #sweater #mohawk #axe #lips #sexy

#FBF πŸ’‡β€β€β€πŸ‘“
#FlashbackFriday #selfie #cute #model #prep #preppy #pretty #shorthair #haircut #hairstyle #hair #haitian #haitianmodel #necklace #sweater #mohawk #axe #lips #sexy

#FBF β€β€πŸ‘›πŸ’…πŸ‘‘πŸ’„
#FlashbackFriday #littleblackdress #sexy #models #model #valleyforgecasino #casino #longhair #longhairdontcare #blackgirls #blackgirlsrock #smile #smiles #swimsuit #swimsuitmodel #swimsuitcompetition #love

#FBF β€β€πŸ‘›πŸ’…πŸ‘‘πŸ’„
#FlashbackFriday #littleblackdress #sexy #models #model #valleyforgecasino #casino #longhair #longhairdontcare #blackgirls #blackgirlsrock #smile #smiles #swimsuit #swimsuitmodel #swimsuitcompetition #love

#FBFπŸ’‡πŸ’Žβ€β€β€
#FlashbackFriday #piercing #throatpiercing #dermalpiercing #dermal #cute #hair #shorthair #naturalhair #haitian #model #smile #smiles #eyes

#FBFπŸ’‡πŸ’Žβ€β€β€
#FlashbackFriday #piercing #throatpiercing #dermalpiercing #dermal #cute #hair #shorthair #naturalhair #haitian #model #smile #smiles #eyes

#TBTβ€β€πŸ’‹ #hair #curlyhair #fashion #smile #smiles #pose #haitian #model

#TBTβ€β€πŸ’‹ #hair #curlyhair #fashion #smile #smiles #pose #haitian #model

Me and the #bf πŸ˜˜πŸ’˜ #boyfriend #girlfriend #kisses #tatted #tattoos #smiles #selfie #irish #haitian

Me and the #bf πŸ˜˜πŸ’˜ #boyfriend #girlfriend #kisses #tatted #tattoos #smiles #selfie #irish #haitian

Lunch is served!  πŸ΄πŸ‘Œ
#nomnomnomnom #lunch #steak #rice #ricearoni

Lunch is served! πŸ΄πŸ‘Œ
#nomnomnomnom #lunch #steak #rice #ricearoni

#longhairdontcare #longhair #selfie #cute #pink #smile #happy #haitian  (at Fatima Renewal Center)

#longhairdontcare #longhair #selfie #cute #pink #smile #happy #haitian (at Fatima Renewal Center)